我的坚强 [转贴]

常在人面前

很开朗

很活泼

但这一切都是“坚强”在支撑着

每当负荷不了

只有抱头痛哭

永远都不想让人看见这脆弱的一面

觉得让人看见是世上

最可悲，最愚蠢，的行为

更不想因此博取他人那低俗的同情！

每回受到委屈

默不吭声

不敢说说不出口

苦水往往都是倒流进肚里

泛滥的苦水

有谁？

会懂？有谁会明白？

有！常常有人总这样对我说……

我懂！我懂！

但真正了解的有多少人？

不愿意敞开心房

不愿意让人了解

不愿意让人看到

脆弱，可悲........的一面

不愿意.......不愿意

因.........曾经

每当敞开心房之时

下一秒........

心留下了无色无形无嗅的血

一滴一滴的弄脏了我的衣裳

信任呢?

别提！

信任人只是在给人机会伤害你

用着我的信任

用着我的泪水

摧残我

摧残我的信任，我的坚强...

Happy Birthday =D

this morning,

nothing special.

same as usual go jog with friends.

after webcam with mikii =)

hahahaha that was funny!

and thn we go mikii house chit chat.

til afternoon feel got a bit tired,

and i phone to my dad fetch my back home.

then he tell me,

today is grandma- ah ma birthday!

omg! self ah ma birthday also forgot = =

die laaa~ da bian granddaughter!!

aaaaa, and then we help her celebrate today at restaurant. haha

i can feel that she was happy! 

Happy Bithday, my lovely ah ma! ♥♥ =D


not going to share photo at this post xP

23/11/10

Sorry,

Maybe you will say im bloodiness.

But i sure i cant accept that things you really wanted.

Bacause of no that FEEL.

And i feel im not suit you.

We really are not same world de people.

I think,

if we together also wont fortunate one.

Better don't =)

We do back friend laa~

Like this for me and you also good.

Hope you can understand this all ^^



These are the word for you. =)

知心朋友

朋友可靠吗?

值得你去信任吗?

有多少个可以用真心去对待你?

我觉得,

没有一个.

就算是平时几要好的朋友,

都会有吵架的一天.

就算再要好的朋友,

也不能对他乱发脾气.

他肯定马上跟你绝交.

朋友有好有坏,

交朋友不能只看外表.

有些外表斯斯文文,

内心却一心想着要伤害你或利用你.

不然就 在一段时间跟他很好,

就把全部事情都告诉了他,

也把他当成了知心朋友.

在把事情讲出去之前要想想

如果有一天跟他翻脸了,

他会把你之前告诉他的全部事情告诉别人.

甚至是坏话.

有些就在你面前跟你很好,

转个身来他就在你背后说你坏话.

这些人真的很恐怖.

所以, 要找个知心朋友真的很不容易.

Same things happened.

my mood was down again!

 can tell me why?

 what things let me like that?

 i dont know also.

 in the early morning,

 then got tuition ady.


 i back home on 10.30am.

then i open facebook and play until evening.

suddenly,

my sister come in and told me that she want go her kai ma house overnight.

okay, no problem.

because i already guess dao holiday she sure will go there one.

sister not at here, feel some bored = =

i date all my friends come out yamcha at butterfly.

around 6.00pm.

we back ah ching home.

they all had a gamble just now!

i no join.

i heard jackleng won rm8 !

waaaaa, not bad ;)

hahahahah.

actually, i scare alone and also hate alone!

i don't want alone at home ='(

aiksss.

who call im the biggest one.

what also call me do, what also me plan =S

i told my mum just now.

can we all go genting when december.

she say okay. but need see xia date.

okay, fine.

after a few mins,

she told me..

that time not ngam, she not free at that day.

omg! just now let me happy awhile *sob*

can go, but cant with friend.

i most hate one.

but i can understand laa.

maybe is because im just a form one girl.

mum what also not allow.

i hate this holiday.

just start, thn i felt bored, hate, and annoy.

first : nothing to do let me think negative.

second : about a stubborn guy =S let me beh tahan!

third : because of a small things then get angry.

I really dont know why laa.

how come this holiday my disposition will bad than before?

why all those useless things will occur suddenly?

im going to crazyyy a!                       

Fxcking moody.

what happened?

i also don't know actually.

maybe is too bored,

but i feel something going to happen.

or maybe i think too much?

whatever =X

holiday bored, study also bored.

better jump sea lar.

arghhh!

this morning,

go jog with friends.

this time we are not seriously to jog one.

just only king gai and take photo = =

38 guys!

after that go take breakfast with jingyi and siauyen.

meet someone that i not really want to see :/

shhhhhhhh, skip ----------------

around 10++ we back home.

and jingyi also come my house for shuang xD

suddenly saw jin nee and bang hong (cousin) at beside my house!

i ask them come in my home to play.

OMFG!

that time i really headache, *fainted*!

too "nan gao" already.

if can, next time i dont want to have a baby like them,

although they are cute.

when i finish tuition,

my mood actually is good de.

but don't knw why hor,

suddenly my mood was down @@

and my mum come in and ask me :

my facebook really cant open ady a?

i answer : yea, i try many times ady.

she replied : nvm, its okay.

i felt im useless after she say that.

not only this things,

what things i also cant done well.

really felt sorry to my mum.


the end. write with bad mood.

post Rojak.

i don't know want to write start form where..

hmmmm,

say about my result.

still okay la,

got good than before de exam =)

im happy when i knew my marks!

today is the last day for form one life ;)

we go take next year text book then back ady.

all ponteng kaki hahaha.

the second time ady =S

when reach home,

i had nothing to do = =

then play awhile facebook and let the time pass faster.

holiday start form now.

but still need to tuition.

luckily just one week.

if let me one month,

i sure won't go!

after tuition, go yamcha.

we plan tomorrow go jog.

actually i need to sleep early,

but i didn't feel any sleepy =S

so, come and update my blog. hehe

although now is holiday,

what i can do at home?

sleep, eat, sleep, eat ?!

ohh my god!

i don't want my weight gain during this holiday!

i think i need to find something to do xD





this post, just simply write. because of too bored in midnight.
goodnight =)

Love them much.

oppsss

already 2.00 am.

i still havent feel sleepy =/

i also don't knw can how.

today,

go swim with jingyi, peiyin, jackleng and my mui =D

have fun at there XD

but feel tired.

when i back home,

straight sleep at sofa around 2 hours 0.0

so, now im still "long ma jing shen" !

this few days,

don't know why suddenly fall in love with them. haha

jonghyun and taemin <3

both of them are cool and some cute also.

hahahaha!

because of already finish exam,

i sure go out one xP

yesterday, with friend go korea restaurant.

and second round D'island, 

gossip many things,

do 38po hahaah!

beside that,

im excited to that bbq party!

im waiting for chun shuen come back xD

i like the moment that we are gather, really.

love you all, my friends =*

Out For Tea XD

high high highhh!

exam finish, holiday coming =D

oh yes!

i wait today really wait soo long time already.

hehehe,

because we can fly up to the sky and do bird.

wkakaka

no laaa,

we go yam cha at korea restaurant.

and the second round is, D!

always go there.

and king gai lo~

talk until so far far and far.

sometimes think back before de things

really feel funny.

hmmmmm,

thats are our sweet memory laa <3

and now,

im online-ing,

chating with my friends.

hahaha,

we are planning tomorrow..

go swim together ;)

Finally xD

oh yeahh babesss!

tonight is going to tea with friends =)

hehehehehe

actually we plan wanna bbq de,

but wait shuen come back first xD

i happy, but im sad too.

really scare my result so much aaa!

i don't want know the result,

because if i already know,

i sure no mood in this holiday one =(

i hope i can get the good result  laa,

come say about my lovely sister... hoho

she is sad right now,

her exam marks already know,

and she come back tell me,

i no scold her more,

bacause it is already gone..

so, i wish my mui will get flying colour on another exam la! ^^

me,

no need hope will get good result laa.

everytime also get the bad one.

adui

im not "读书的料" ! ;)

feel afraid, worry =(

this week - exam week!

shit laaa!

i got many dont know how to do,

although i already study up..

hmmmmm

when i pass up the exam paper,

im starting to worry bout the marks =X

let say today,

that science and geo,

omfg!

areeeeee too difficult!

i just only can answer some question.

i don't want get fail laa!

ngam ngam pass for me,

i also happy!

argghh!

tomorrow k.hidup, math and pj.

feel afraid about kh!

i scare again = =

if get fail i really will go jump sea aaaaaaaaaaa!

tell me HOW ?!

how how how

shit laaa

i need how ???!!

juz do a little bit revision

thn feel sleepy ady

oh my god!

cant aaaaa

must be concentrate a bit ady ;)

but,

i think i cant  =(

aikssss

when i reading book

can think to another side de

sot laaa!

still got one week thn exam ady aaaaaa

gonna dieeee =X

facebook a facebook,

can you don't appear iin front of my eye one week ?!

let my study TT

but not really can

today i promise myself

wanna do revision.

but, when i saw my cousin play

i cant ady! must play!

how? should i wait die ?

not! i tell myself  DON'T!

just try baaaaa =D